Sitting back watching movies. It’s something I do quite constantly, but more recently as of late. For the most part I’ve been looking for a change in the way my life is running; yet, the change, or person, hasn’t been found as of now. Trying to be nice to her doesn’t always have the effect you’re looking for; trying to be a dick to her doesn’t always have the effect you’re looking for; anything in-between doesn’t have the effect I’m looking for: so why should I bother? I’m not in this to please people who’re just going to walk all over me and never get anything in return. They expect the world from you. Let’s say I bring something to the table: she’ll offer nothing, take what I brought, plus the table. Suppose it’s just the way some people are, but that’s not something I want to get involved with. Should she change her views it might work out one day.
Moving on to whatever’s next is my plan.