On the eve of whatever day happens to be tomorrow, I feel like my weekend was cut way too short. Spent the whole of Saturday on a bus going through Lassen; very hungover from the festivities of sky’s b-day. So It’s my fault I stayed out too late and couldn’t handle my liquor. Woke up with a splitting head ache and thought maybe I’d just settling for the eight page paper instead of the trip; but no, I decided to tough it out and forgo the whole eight page paper. Sure I felt like I was going to die for a long while but sure enough I made it through.
Then for the rest of the weekend I took it easy doing almost nothing. Was a fitting end to what never was. Still I can feel myself getting fatter by the minute from taking a break from the usual. More specifically I didn’t get to do my usual bike riding around town. Sure my clothes still fit but is that really the point? No. I just feel lazy. Thought about going down to the music festival but turns out I found out about that a bit too late since it was over before I knew it started. Either I’m not on the ball or something because normally I’d have been all over that.
The apartment hunt isn’t helping matters much. Went to see a place over on 8th ave Friday. Didn’t turn out to be what I was expecting. Looked nice from the outside; inside was a different matter. Thought the place seemed a bit too much like some place you’d be blind folded and left in for no apparent reason. Bath tub had a huge stain they couldn’t explain; bedroom was tiny in that it could barely fit a twin bed in it; living room could possibly hold a couch and maybe a tv but not much else since the kitchen was also in it. Then there was the mystery hallway in the back that had a large mini-van-esque looking swing door. Truely the Art Deco building is an abomination of some sort.
Now when thinking about my life it seems like it’s all in a huge rush. Feeling like you’re never catching up to with where your life should be isn’t a good feeling; more over knowing it’s true. Do I care? Should it be this way? Who knows.
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I’ll top my night off with a documentary on stolen paintings fron WWII.