Not sure what I’m doing these days. Everything has just fallen into place the way it should be; not without work on my part though. Can’t help but thinking when I look around looking at all the other people weather my life is all it could be. Not that it matters much since we all have our own way; most of us that is. Perhaps in a way I should feel glad that a comparison between my life an someone else’s isn’t possible. Growing up in this society fighting back the feelings of being in adequate for not being perfectly where I ought to be in life nags at my mind. It’ll all coming in due time but managing all of this with college has become something else; yet, it felt like my mind had begun to atrophy without it.
Mostly I’m just glad that this semester I’ve met some awesome new people to have fun with. Could be that’s all I needed.
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