I still miss her and am at a complete loss of words lately. She was the best; my one and only. I don’t know if I’ll stop thinking about Sarah. Her mere presence captivates me. Having been together with her is the reason she is all that I think about all day. Life is hard and it isn’t going to get any easier for me as far as I can tell. I would like nothing more that to be with her but that doesn’t seem to be in my future and it saddens me to think of that.
At 12 or 1 o’clock today I’ll be gone for about a week. No one will be able to call me or get in touch with me. It’s probably for the best considering. It will just be me and everyone at the summer camp for diabetic children. Basically my job there will be to monitor and make sure the kids check their blood sugar often and control it. I will also be given a few emergency shots to revive them in case they collapse on me.
That’s all for today.