I listen to either not enough or too much music. Not sure if there can be too much music listening but sometime in the next couple of days, I will have listened to around 62,000 tracks according to last.fm — only including tracks played through this computer; which probably makes the number somewhat low. Just noticed it today and found it interesting most likely because I’m bored.
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It probably means that I just have too much free time which is most likely the case. Not that I mind having an extra-ordinary amount of free time — I kind of enjoy it. Still I think its time I started either doing more homework or found a job. Still haven’t been able to think of some line of work that would go well with school. Being a draftsman did not go well as it ended up that I had to put work before school. That whole if the project goes wrong it ends up being my fault deal … just didn’t do it for me. It especially didn’t work when no one was willing to admit that a part time employee shouldn’t be making final decisions. Not that I actually botched any projects where it was legitimately my fault.
The hospital is out of the question as I “resigned” from that place long ago and don’t want to put up with their bullshit ever again. Sure its a job but it’s one where you’re less than a human being. In the long run if I have to clean up someone’s shit it better be my own and not have to convince myself that I’m doing a public service — or that I really need the money. Beside that, they probably have me down on a list with plenty of other people who are union supporters (which is why I had to “resign”) who they won’t hire again. Joining up with the union to score some points with a chick I was interested in probably wasn’t the best of ideas but hell it seemed like a great idea at the time. Sure joining up was the last straw for me there but at least its a good story.
What I need is something where I do little to nothing, can hide claiming I was doing something important (thanks for that idea mike), and can lastly do all my homework getting paid as though I were doing my homework for that company. What an excellent place that would be. Places like this most likely don’t exist but it’s worth a shot if I do say so — and I do! I’m thinking mom and pop hardware store like Colliers might be a place like this. You don’t have to know what anything in the store does or help people. The perfect job for me. Still I really want to go through a string of jobs where I quit angrily and memorably — hopefully with video taped evidence of each event. I think everyone should get to do that once.
Think that’s all I have to say for tonight.